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Sunday, March 18th, 2007
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10:08 pm - What is tchat, anyway? o__o;
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oshah says:
salut
Prin says:
Hi
Prin says:
Who is this?
oshah says:
ca va
oshah says:
abdelali
oshah says:
u
Prin says:
Should I know you?
oshah says:
yes
oshah says:
do u speak english
Prin says:
Yes
Prin says:
I believe I'm speaking it right now, as a matter of fact
oshah says:
ok
Prin says:
Who are you?
oshah says:
tu es dou
Prin says:
Okay?
Prin says:
That doesn't answer my question
oshah says:
ok
Prin says:
Do you speak English?
oshah says:
litle
Prin says:
Ah, okay
oshah says:
r u fine
oshah says:
wat do u do in your life
Prin says:
Well, that's not really something I share with someone I don't know, sorry
oshah says:
ok
Prin says:
Why are you messaging me, anyway?
oshah says:
how old r u
Prin says:
Again, something I'm not willing to share
oshah says:
i wanna know u
oshah says:
if u want
oshah says:
ok
Prin says:
Where did you get my MSN?
oshah says:
in tchat
Prin says:
I don't even know what tchat is
oshah says:
y
Prin says:
Why what?
oshah says:
ok
I hate people. DX
current mood:  annoyed
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9:58 am - Nerd :3
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So, I was at the high school for, like, 13 hours yesterday for rehearsal and whatnot. I finally got to get the spotlight out. :3 And I think that's why my arm hurts today... D: Going back for more fun at 12.30ish. I still need to finish my science project before then... *Just kind of BSing way around it* DX
Anywho, I'm so mad! So, a week ago, my cousin Jessica and I put a cache out in the tree in my front yard, and I really want to see someone find it, but I'm always gone! Yesterday, though, while I was at long-ass rehearsal, two guys came to the door, and Kevin answered it, and it was two geocachers! AND I MISSED IT! >.<
Okay, yeah, I'm done. 8D;;
current mood:  I like that cat XD
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| Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
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10:41 pm - It just...sucks...
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Too lazy to actually write up something new... So here's something that was just in my dA journal that I feel the need to double-rant about. Maybe something will come up and I can add to it.
Ever get that feeling where you just feel like you shouldn't be drawing? I dunno... Whenever I try to draw something, like an actual something that I'd want to finish, I just can't do it... D: And for some reason, I doodled some of the best things during school, but they're always such good sketches that I don't want to ruin them... D:
Like, if you could see the shit I've been throwing in my sketchbook lately... Ugh... DX It's just frustrating... And it's weird, because I seem to have no problem comicking... (I'm just a bit stuck 'cause my main inking pen died, and I haven't had time to go to the art store... x.x;; ) I mean, I'm glad that I'm still able to work on PAMWORI, I just wish that I could draw something else, too... >.< And the only good things I've been able to draw are comic-related in some way or another... D:
What I REALLY want to do is draw fanart, but I just can't. Like, for so long, I've wanted to draw Honey and Clover fanart, and everytime I try to draw Morita (who is love, by the way), I can't get past his shoulders... D: I have some kind of mental block where I'll like something so much (a face), that I won't work on it anymore. Or if it's complete shit, and I *could* improve it, I just don't... D:
I dunno. I've just been feeling pretty useless lately. Maybe it's because I think I'm only one of two people in my grade who's applied to and not gotten accepted by NHS, and it's really starting to frustrate me... And I guess subconciously, I'm telling myself to stop doing what I like (drawing, writing, being online in general) and start working on school work, simply because I can't think of what else could be keeping me out of NHS... And I keep wanting to talk to Mrs Julien (the head of NHS) and ask if she could tell me why I'm not getting in, but I just feel so stupid.
And what makes it worse is that even Hodges got in this semester and NO teachers like him... D: What am I doing wrong?!
Okay, I think my little rant is over... I'm still trying to figure out what to do... I think I'll just give up. I can't get denied if I don't apply to begin with, right?
Yeah, it kinda went to an art-slump rant to an I-completely-suck-at-life rant... Yeah, I'm completely useless. HOW DO I NOT GET INTO NHS?!
My councelor told me last semester that "sometimes teachers don't know what to put for the student because they don't speak up in class." (For those who don't know, you apply for NHS, and then teachers rate you or something. I don't know the whole story) So I was like, "Um, okay..." I mean... I answer questions in class all the time, and I'm not disruptive, and I tend to get things done. Yeah, there're a few homework assignments I didn't do, big whoop. Yeah, sometimes I am quiet... But, for shit's sake! Owy got in! HER FIRST FUCKING TRY! What am I not doing right?! >.<
Okay... I'm done. I'm frustrated, I'm crying, and I'm going to bed. Maybe I'll die in my sleep. Maybe I'll strangle myself with one of those witty NHS shirts with the fucking ducks on it; the shirt that I SHOULD FUCKING HAVE. Oh, yeah, what do you think of me now, fuckers? Huh? HUH!? Yeah, you wish you would have accepted me. You're just jealous because I HAVE A LIFE and I HAVE HOBBIES and I'M OKAY WITH HOW I AM.
Fucking conformists.
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| Saturday, March 10th, 2007
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2:06 pm - *Sweatdrops*
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| Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) | 
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
What're the odds? XD
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| Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
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5:31 pm - omg, yey!
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I went shopping with my mom today and got five new bras (I really neede them... 8D) and a pair of boots. Yes, like... knee-hight black boots. XD And guess how much they were! o__o! FOURTEEN DOLLARS! 8D! I love sales... 80% off, and actually fit... dX It kinda made my day. And I tried on this REALLY pretty dress at Macy's that I wanted, but it was $150, and my mom was like "No. D:" So, yeah. But it's okay. I got Arby's mozz sticks instead (because they're just as good as a $150 dress, logically... XD)
Not too much else to say. Except my boobs are big and I hate them. (36D! WHEN THE HELL DID THEY GET SO BIG?! O__O;;;;; )
current mood: moody
current music: Begin - Ben Lee
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| Friday, February 23rd, 2007
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3:31 pm - Waaah!!
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I waited too long to go to the library, and I lost one of my CDs that was on hold! *Cries* And it was the one that I was most looking forward to... ): The otehr two are onlt being held until Wednesday, so I should probably go get them before I forget... But... WAAH! *Cries some more*
current mood:  Waaaaaaah~
current music: Not Are a Drag by Me First and the Gimme Gimmes ):
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| Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
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9:07 am - UGH!
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So, I was home sick yesterday... And today I was all up and ready to go to school at 6. Well, I mean, I got up at six, and got ready from there. Y'know, showered, did my hair, got my backpack ready, turn on the Jellybean, the whole thing. Then, around 7.10, I realized how late it was and Audrey wasn't here, and I checked the school's website. Two hour delay. So I was like, "Well, fuck... Oh, well, I'm already ready, so I might as well stay up..." I wouldn't have been able to get back to bed anyway. I went outside and turned off the Jellybean, took my shoes off, etc. Then I played Pokemon for a bi, but then I got hungry, so go and eat a banana, and get online for, like, half an hour. Okay, almost 9, time to warm up the Jellybean again. Now just to wait until Audrey gets here.
And here I am, fully awake for three hours, and, yes, school has been cancelled. FUCKING CANCELLED! What the hell is this shit?!
Yup, today's gonna suck. >.< Maybe I can go to lunch with some peeps. I hope so. I need to get out of teh house. >.<
PRSEileenM: i'm sure you can find something conmstructive to do then
Hiku Kamadichi: I hope so
PRSEileenM: surprise me!
Hiku Kamadichi: Nah, I don't feel like it
PRSEileenM: why am i npt surprised?
Hiku Kamadichi: Because I don't surprise you d:
current mood: ARGH!!
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| Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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11:28 pm - *Breaks*
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8D; I had so much fun today. ^__^ It was Owy's birthday, and we went to her aunt's house and stuff. We played a bit of DDR, but then Jessi (her sister) wanted to play Karaoke Revolution, so we played that. And then we ate dinner (I had a salad. Yum. :3 The croutons were excellent). And then... We went sledding... IN THE DARK! It was sweet. There's, like, this PERFECT trail thingy that goes through the woods behind their house, and it was amazing. We had a whole bunch of those disk sleds, and a couple long ones. Owy had gone down on one of the long ones right before me, and then I went down. As I was going down, I saw other people going up, but I couldn't find Owy. And then I get near the bottom, and she was in a bush! XD She had wiped out, and then rolled into the bush to get out of the way. I was, like, DYING laughing. And then my foot slipped off my disk, and I started to spin. d: It was fun. ^__^
So we were doing that for a while. I thought I was going to die everytime I had to climb back up the hill... 8D;; But it was so worth it. ^__^ After that, we went back inside and had cake. I was stupid and didn't bring extra clothes, but I had two pairs of pants on (Flannel PJ pants and my hugeass manpants), so I had to go around the rest of the time in damp PJ pants... 8D And the bottom of my shirts had snow on them, so I took those off 'cause I had a tanktop on, but then I was freezing, so Owy let me wear her sweatshirt, and I forgot to give it back. XD But, yeah, then we played KR for the rest of the time, and of course I got my ass kicked 'cause I don't know ANY of those songs. XDD
It was fun. ^__^
Owy's not 17. D: Neither are most of my other friends. >__> And I won't be turning 17 in two months. >.< They're all lies. <__<
current music: Your Gay Friend - Robbie Williams
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| Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
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11:15 pm - D:!!!
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| Sunday, February 11th, 2007
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3:13 pm
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| Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
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9:52 pm - Oh, yeah...
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And I got my laundry back today. I've been "well behaved". Cool.
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9:45 pm
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I keep telling myself I need to get a taperecorder. I'm so afraid that I'm going to forget everything... ): I always seem to have an inner-monologue going, as horribyl cheesy as that sounds. But as I go through my day, I'm writing it in my head as though it were a book. I just wish taht I had a way to record it without having to write it all... D: One day... *Dreamy sigh*
Hour delay tomorrow. Maybe it'll get worse. I am kinda getting sick of sitting at home, though... Maybe I'll go for donuts... Mmm... Donuts... |D
I should probably write my English paper... Or read. Or something. But I'm just in one of those moods where I don't want to do squat. I tried coloring, and I just couldn't do it... I'm tired... I'm bored... Fuck, I'm so useless... DX I need something to spice up my life a bit... Ah, well. We'll see how things go. I have a project for gov't due Monday... I could start working on that, too. I bet everyone else in my class is enjoying the extra time they've had to work on it... Seeing as theirs were all due Tuesday, but we've been out of school since Monday.
Damn, I hate the snow. D:
But... Mmm... Donuts...
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| Wednesday, January 31st, 2007
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10:07 am - Guhh...
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I'm kinda sad that I'm not at school today... It's been pretty fun lately... But the joy of not having to go to French is so overwhelming, that it even makes my feeling of sickness goes away. Except when I move my head and it feels like I'm being stabbed in the brain... DX But that's beside the point... Just glad to be away from that bitch.
Hoping the get my schedule changed soon. DX Cannot take it any more.....! >.
current music: I'll Be There--Me First and the Gimme Gimmes
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| Saturday, January 27th, 2007
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1:05 pm - She said we would go...
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My mom told me yesterday that we'd go car shopping after I cleaned my room. My room was cleaned and my laundry was started before she even got up. And what are we not doing today? You guessed it.
I'm sick of this. And I hate my dad. I should write an essay on why I should have a car and why he doesn't need a bigscreen TV. Just... Fuck him. D:
Or he could at least not freak out everytime I drive the Jellybean somewhere. He's like "omg, what about the insurance!" and then he finds out that I'm covered and is still like, "Well, I don't want you driving it anywhere anyway."
I'm glad he's out of town. But I'm pissed that he's coming back today. What makes it worse is I just found out from my mom that my cousin William tried to kill himself. I don't really have any details, though. Just that my brother called my mom at 3 in the morning crying because William had just IMed him and told him.
I really don't know what to do anymore. And why am I always so happy? Why can't I tell people that I'm extremely pissed at the world? Do I really have anything to be this upset about? I really don't know my Aunt Sue too much (the one that's slowly dying from cancer), nor was I ever really close to my cousin William (I traded him my lv67 Victreebel when I was, like, 12, and never got it back), so I'm sure it's not really that. I dunno. D:
Fuck I'm emo. 8D
I need to buy a car. D:
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| Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
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7:19 pm - I'm losing it...
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I'm so psychotic that I freaked out when my mom signed one of my papers with a black pen when everything else was in blue... I was so bothered by it that I had to make a black and white photo copy of it... D: And it's still two different shades of gray... But at least it's not blue vs. black... >.
current music: Company
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6:33 am - Just the start to a crappy day...
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So, I'm putting on my socks this morning, the last thing I have to do before I'm completely ready for school. It's 6.30, and I had gotten up a half hour before...
Mom- *Comes into room* Did Dad tell you that you have a one-hour delay?
Me- No! DX God dammit, why don't I know these things?! >.<
So, this sucks... Especially since I SO wanted to go back to sleep when my alarm went off this morning... D: Like, I had just rolled over and gotten comfortable, and it went off... You're probably thinking "Well, why didn't you hit the snooze alarm?" I hate snooze alarms... D: Why ruin your sleep when you have no intentions of getting up? I know a lot of people who will set it for, like, six, and then hit it maybe four times before actually getting up. Everyday... I mean, I suppose if that's what you're used to... But why would you do it in the first place? D:
current music: Feels Like Tonight--Daughtry
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| Sunday, January 21st, 2007
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9:47 am - Whyyyyyyyyyyyy?!
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There's so much snow! DX Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate snow... D:
current music: Old Before I Die--Robbie Williams
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| Wednesday, January 17th, 2007
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4:57 pm - Stealing teh meme. :3
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1. Pick one of my characters, any one.
2. I will tell you the origin of his/her/it's name.
3. I will tell you five random facts surrounding his/her/it's creation.
4. I will give you one random fact of his/her/it's backstory.
5. I will give you one random fact of his/her/it's forestory.
6. You may ask me up to ten questions about the character (but if a question is too spoiler-y I'll respond with gibberish or a dirty limerick or something)
7. If you place this in your journal, I will return the favor.
current music: I Need You Back -- Ben Kweller
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6:56 am - Quick update...
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For thsoe who didn't hear, my mom stole all my laundry from this past weekend. I can fill in the details later.
I stole the good hairdrier this morning in the attempts to get a hoody back. No luck. I'm going for her keys next.
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| Friday, January 12th, 2007
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11:39 pm - :O
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Reply to this post, and I'll tell you FOUR reasons why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love, baby. <3
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